I'm currently visiting my grandma's
While i was listening to my ipod in the car, my grandma began bad mouthing me to my older cousin and his girlfriend. My little sister, Rosa, heard everything that she said. She sad i was just like my dad and ungrateful the entire time i've been here with her. It hurts because my dad is nothing but a drunken user and takes everyone for granted. My mom divorced him when i was 2, but i know him enough to know that when she said that that it was meant to hurt me. I have been very grateful for everything she's done for my sister and me and i have repeatedly said thank you after anything we do and i always ask if she needs help with anything, i mean what more can i say or do to show i'm grateful? My mom is talking to her on the phone and i know when they're done, my grandma is going to have a "talk" with me. I just want to go home now and end contact with her and possibly everyone on my mom's side of the family. This happened every time my older sister and i came, she would favor Evalee over me and say how piggish i am or how rude i am when i never did anything to have such things said to me. Now it's happening again only now she's favoring Rosa my little sister. It's probrably because she wears clothes that have colors other than black or the fact that she cute and believes god. At this point i don't care anymore about what my grandma thinks, because no matter what i do, it' never good enough and she will never accept me for who i am